tatiana-xo

They said we were too young to know what love was. Maybe they were right. But then again, maybe they were wrong. Did they know about those devilish butterflies, That tourmented my stomach everytime I saw you? Or the twinkle that I saw in your eyes, When you looked at me? Thinking back, There is not one thing I would change, About our time spent together. Because all the imperfect things about you, Just made you that much more  perfect I remember our first kiss, By the old rope swing, Behind your house. The way my head spun round, And my knees felt like they were going to  buckle I told you things I had told no one, You he

The memories come back again, And I am left in too much pain, The burning sensation in my heart, Started when we fell apart, I lie here on the cold, hard ground, To you my heart will be forever bound, You always seem to ruin my life, Pain cuts me deep just like a knife, The pain feels like it will never go, But I'll keep on smiling, wont let it show, The pain is so deep inside, From all the hurt, the shame, the lies, Makes me believe there is no love, Only dark clouds forming above, With one more everlasting, blistering kiss, I will tearfully tell you this: Though the thought of it makes me cry, This is truely our final goodb

listen, just for a few minutes. take a few deep breaths [even if you don't want to breathe anymore]. listen to the pitter-patter of your heart beating in your ears and feel your pulse racing. taste the silence of the world; see the anxiety take over you. close your eyes and look at the black. look at the black until you see something worth holding onto inside of yourself. wait until breathing doesn't feel like a losing game and then open your eyes, and listen. . look, you are wonderful. you remind me of a lullaby in winter, sung like a secret not meant for anyone to know; but it's a shame, because you're one of the most beautiful songs.